Miss, Missed, Missing, Misses

Miss
Missed, missing, misses
(n)
1. kegagalan menangkap, memukul, dan sebagainya
2. nona
3. anak gadis
4. panggilan untuk guru wanita atau pelayan toko wanita
(vt), (vi)
1. tidak kena ; meleset
2. kehilangan kesempatan
3. tidak mendengar, melihat
4. merindukan
5. ketinggalan

those are what 'miss' mean based on my alfa link
miss? do i miss someone? do i miss something? (i'm talking about miss in the bold word means)
after something bad happened to me. the worst one. the one thing that needs the longest time to recovery. now, i guess i lost what miss means. i miss nothing rite now.
like if i'm remembering about my junior high school time, yeah i miss it. but, not from my heart. i guess it's over and it's done.
what else? like if i haven't met my friend such a very long time, yeah i miss he/she. but, it's okay. we can meet in another time.

i guess i lost my heart
and i don't know where i can found it

<3<3<3

I loved you once
and I won't regret
You loved me once
and you won't forget

I won't bite
I just want to kiss
Because I miss

Minal Aidin

makan nasi sama ikan patin
sambil nonton cinta fitri
minal aidin wal faidzin
mari kembali ke hati yg fitri

(maaf terlamabat, baru nyentuh laptop sekarang yang ada internetnya. dan sangat males posting lewat bb)

by the way, mama ulang tahun hari ini. happy birthday mom. loveya!

We're just having some trouble in sleeping

We're just having some trouble in sleeping. So we're just fooling around. Surfing and taking some pictures. And gossiping also. What a nice sleepover even we're not sleeping. Obviously.

Art, Boots, Harddisk

Envying those pictures above. I wish I'd draw beautifully just like those pictures. I really want to learn how to draw and wish that I could have magic hands so I can draw just like 'em. By the way, currently I'm loving a song called Someday by Nina. By the way now I'm craving for a new pair of boots. One from here and another one from here. And also craving for a new balenciaga bag and it must comes in black. Another wish I want is a new portable hardisk. Using a flashdisk in low capacity really irritating. I really wish for a new portable hardisk. Huhu. Someone please buy me one. I got no money left since I spend them all for a pair of zara denim leggings. But I won't regret it cause it makes my legs look adorable. Gotta save more money for another zara denim :)

By the way, in order to gain more weight. I have a new plan now. I will buy junk foods everytime I want to eat. I just bought a Burger King Beefacoon for break fasting and it tasted like heaven. Bacon, ummm yummy! And I'll drink my milk twice a day. I will do anything to gain more weight to this skinny body.

New Mew New

Just bought a pair of trf denim leggings and a new shirt also from trf zara. Love love love. Thank you mom! (walaupun patungan dan gw bayar 200.000,-). Menyenangkan sekali punya celana baru dan baju baru hehe.
Kata mamanya Vania, gw makin kurus dan lurus. Oh my gawd. Ini berita buruk -.-"
Ada ide gimana caranya biar gendut? Gw mau 54!

Whattablast

Had a wonderful day today. My best girl birthday! <3 and also the best break fasting ever. Mihiiii~ Udah gatau mau ngomong apa. Capek to the maxxxx. Bete banget gajadi ikut sotr. Ngambek

Birthday, I miss you

I. MISS. MY. BIRTHDAY.

ESP. WHEN I TURNED TO 15.

BUT THESE ARE PICTURES WHEN I TURNED TO 16.

DEADLY MISSING MY BIRTHDAY.

I JUST NEED ANOTHER BIRTHDAY.

I WANNA GROW UP.

The simplest song

I'm not a musician who can make a song a day

I ain't a supermodel who looks great on every condition

Nor an actrees who can hide my tears for a smile



This is me, as simple as it shoud be

I'm fine to be huge or even tiny

I'm okay to be geek when I want to be popular

I got no thousand friends on my facebook's friends list

Even I don't know how to activate my myspace account



I'm listening to music not making them

I'm reading to magazine not writing them

I'm watching movie not playing them



I'm not a dancer but I'm jaming all the way

I'm not a lover but I love you all the way



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Earthquake

Hari ini ke sencyyyyyy. Again and again gw ke sency tanpa ada bosen bosennya. Bersama mamaku tercinta karena hari ini adalah hari kebebasan kami. Diantara kami berdua tidak ada yang melaksankan puasa karena tamu bulanan. Jadi tujuan kami hari ini adalah sency untuk memakan sushi tei (again and again tanpa bosan) dan nonton bersama. Jadi sering nonton nich gw sama nyokap. Gapapa deh, asik!

Skip cerita gak penting.
Yang penting adalah :

1. GUA BELI IPOD DONG! (norak)
Iya gw dibeliin iPod nano chromatic yang warna hijau (tadi sempet stres ringan karena bingung milih ijo apa biru tua). Sama hardcasenya (walaupun nyokap gw sedih gitu ngeliat harga hardcasenya 200rb, coba gw nurut yang 89rb. Tapi gw keukeuh sama yang 200rb haha jahat).

2. GEMPA BUMI DAN SAYA LAGI NONTON THE PROPOSAL
Gw kira ada yang goyang2in kursi gw. Udah mau ngamuk aja taunya sebioskop juga ngerasa goyang. Orang orang pada lari teriak allahuakbar keluar haha gua nonton aja sama nyokap. Tapi akhirnya memutuskan untuk keluar juga sih. Terus gw turun kan sama nyokap. Tapi masa pulang sih? Akhirnya gempanya berenti. Yauda gw sama nyokap langsung keatas lagi balik nonton hahahaha gila ya. Akhirnya gw nonton dengan tenang dan cuma ber4 :3

lanjut ntar lagi ah. lemot nih laptopnya -_-

BYE BYE SADNESS!!

Just read this on my friend's blog. She's so cool, she's so strong, and I gotta learn from her.
Now, I'm good. But, not great yet.
Just need a little bit more time to be great.
I think, not only great but wonderful!
By the way boy, I'm not gonna forget you like you do to me.
But, I'm not going to regret that you broke up with me.
You're the best thing I ever had.
But I'm sure that I'm going to have better one someday.

Maybe I'm not that pretty.
I'm way too skinny, I don't have a sexy body.
My hair doesn't goes well.
My skin isn't that white.
I got no perfect nose (erm, actually, my nose is perfect! HA-HA. Is that okay to compliment myself?)
My lips ain't sexy.
But hell yeah, I don't care!
I'm still do looks good on the mirror.
I'm still do looks good on real life.
And I'll be on my best looks if you meet me :)

Thank you for broke up with me.
It made me stronger.
I used to be a baby when I'm with you.
I was relying on you.
And it was the stupidest thing in my entire life.
I'm independent.
I'm okay (even, in real condition I'm in flu now)

Bye bye sadness!

With love,
Ellya :)