Miss, Missed, Missing, Misses

Miss
Missed, missing, misses
(n)
1. kegagalan menangkap, memukul, dan sebagainya
2. nona
3. anak gadis
4. panggilan untuk guru wanita atau pelayan toko wanita
(vt), (vi)
1. tidak kena ; meleset
2. kehilangan kesempatan
3. tidak mendengar, melihat
4. merindukan
5. ketinggalan

those are what 'miss' mean based on my alfa link
miss? do i miss someone? do i miss something? (i'm talking about miss in the bold word means)
after something bad happened to me. the worst one. the one thing that needs the longest time to recovery. now, i guess i lost what miss means. i miss nothing rite now.
like if i'm remembering about my junior high school time, yeah i miss it. but, not from my heart. i guess it's over and it's done.
what else? like if i haven't met my friend such a very long time, yeah i miss he/she. but, it's okay. we can meet in another time.

i guess i lost my heart
and i don't know where i can found it