If, Guess, Hope

If you love someone, you want him to look after you, take care of you, talk to you, or just stare at you.

If you love someone, you expect him to see what's in you, see the good inside you.

If you love someone, you wish him to be next to you, to always be there, even in silence.

If you love someone, you will let him happy for whatever he chooses.

I guess I like someone.

But, I guess he doesn't.

I guess I like someone.

Even we never officially talk.

I guess I like someone.

Even the longest conversation we had just about 20 minutes.

I guess I like someone.

Even he just can answer my question without asking me back.

I guess I like someone.

But I don't feel so right about us.

I guess I like someone.

But we're different human being.

I hope.

I don't lose him this time.

Hope we can work these things out.

I hope.

Even in silence.

I still can hear his voice.

Calling my name.

I hope.

I won't get hurt.

And he won't get hurt either.

Just so you know, I like you too much

I wish that we have the 'sting' between us.

I wish that you like me the way I do.

I wish that you'd be here with me.

I wish that we're okay.

Sometimes, you need back ups

I went out just to get some foods and a cup of coffee.

On my way out there I've been thinking.

Do I need a person called boyfriend?

I watch a movie a half way (haven't done it when I was on my way out), it says

"Life is just like a tv show. Guests come and go, but finally you end up alone"

That's true.

You're best friends is yourself. So why do you need anyone else?

I'm having such a good time with myself. Sufring on the internet. Reading some books. Enjoying a cup of latte. Watching Dvds. Sleeping without anyone buzzing me off. So do I need anyone to disturb me? The answer must be "No". A big NO.

But when I reached home. I continued watching the movie that I haven't finished it yet.

It says "Couples aren't future. You need back ups."

So if two persons aren't enough.

Then just alone is completely not enough too.

This makes me thinking.

Keep thinking...

Keep thinking...

Until I publish this post,

I still don't know what is the best answer.

I'm Happy For You, Nad!

CONGRATULATION NADIA :)

I'M TOTALLY HAPPY FOR YOU

HOPE YOU BOTH HAPPY TOGETHER

<3

Matchmaking Website is Completely Insane

Today I typed your name on the website of matchmaking. I just want to find out how many percent we match? Do we really perfectly fit for each other. I was so afraid to type your name. I was too afraid to get the disappointment that me and you aren't fit for each other. Then, my friends forced me to type your name, next to mine. Then, I typed. And I typed my named. And also press the calculate button.

The result was

96%

Well, I don't know how to feel. Do I need to happy or maybe sad? Is that true? Are we so 96% perfect for each other.

I went to the next level of the game.

Find out how many percent we fit from the birthdate.

I filled your birthday and mine also.

I pressed the calculate button.

And the result was

10%

Are you mocking me? I hate you dear matchmaking website.

And I went to the last level.

Find out how many percent we fit from the astrology.

I choosed your astrology.

Then I choosed mine.

I pressed the calculate button.

And the result was

100%

This is insane.

Do I have to trust this thing?

Do I Like You, Mysterious Boy?

What does it feels to like someone?

Because I think, I like someone now.

And I don't know the best way to describe how I feel.

I haven't officially met him yet.

We do the chat thing through messenger.

I've seen him for couple times.

He also has seen me for couple times.

He's smart.

He's a young talented guy.

He has a weird sense of humor.

He's very thoughtful.

He's quite handsome (err.... let me say just good looking).

He's just exactly the guy I like.

Well boy, I'm not asking you to like me back.

>>I'm listening to HardRock FM >>I Just Haven't Met You Yet - Michael Buble

Pelantikkan Object 2009

Sabtu kemaren, dateng ke sekolah jam 5 pagi cuma buat ngelantik adek-adek kelas object. Quite fun :)

Semuanya berjalan lancar-lancar aja sampe ke bagian argumen gitu.

Gue sebagai kakak kelas yang harus akting galak diharuskan nanya penuh emosi ke adek kelasnya. Gue memberikan pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang membangkitkan emosi, such as

"Lo ngerasa pantes masuk object?"

"Lo ngerasa diri lo kreatif?"

"Gue sih nggak butuh lo, lo ngerasa di butuhin di object?"

>>Kacau kan. Kalo gue yang ditanyain gitu bisa hancur lebur hati gue.

Setelah argumen, ada yang namanya prosesi.

Nah prosesi itu tuh yang ngasih tau hasil lulus atau nggak-nya anak si bocah-bocah ini untuk jadi anak object. Gue dan temen-temen gue akting. Bilang kalo ada 4 orang yang nggak lulus (same old story, gak pernah berubah drama-nya -__-). One of them ada yang namanya Daniella. Nah kertas kontrak sebagai anak object-nya tuh dirobek gitu.

Sumpah gue nulis bohong-bohongan di kertas kosong nama "Daniella". Gue nggak tau kalo ternyata ada beneran yang namanya Daniella.

Gw bilang "eh, ada yang namanya Daniella tuh yang nggak lulus. Tuh udah gue kasih tau satu orang, 3-nya lagi ya lo pikir aja sendiri."

Eh....... Si Daniella-nya nangis! Ya ampun gak kepikiran sampe kaya gitu.

Finally, semua dibilang kalo lulus dan disiram gitu.

>>Daniella, maaf ya. Cuma bercanda kok :D

..rainy day, hmm i love the smell

I love rainy season

I love rain

I love raindrops

I love the smell when rain meets ground

I love the smell after rain has come

I love the smell of grass that come out with rain

I enjoy a cup of coffee in rain

I enjoy a bowl of noodle in rain

I enjoy a plate of pancake in rain

I just love rain after all :)

..500 days of summer and a day of autumn

The most unpredictable ending movie I've ever seen....

You shud watch

Five stars

..karaoke-ing!

Hari ini karaokean sampe bego trus sampe pinter lagi.

Songlist :
Mari bercinta - aura kasih
Human - the killers
Januari - glen fredly
Shut up and let me go - tingtings
Suara - lunmay dide
Listen - beyonce
Gives you hell - AAR
1,2,3,4 - plain white t's
I gotta feelin - bep
Sorry blame it on me - akon
A whole new world
Viva la vida - coldplay
Always be my baby - david cook
I know u want me - pitbull
Good girls go bad - cobra leighton
Goodnight2 - hot2heat
I miss you - blink 182
Poker face - lady gaga
Just dance - lady gaga
Eh eh - lady gaga
My happy ending - avril
Here in ur arms - hellogoodbye
4 minutes - justin
The fear - lily allen
Malu tapi mau - gita gutawa
Dia - maliq
Biarlah - soulvibe
Online - saykoji
Low - t-pain
Mad - neyo
Thunder - boyslikegirls

Fotonya menyusul!
Betewe tadi nonton Alexa! YooHoo!!!
Ada fotonya juga!!
Dekeeeeet!!
Gw yang foto loh hihi :3

Alexa - Dewi (reminding me of someone hixhix)

Today's theme : reminiscing (antara teman lama juga pacar lama xixixi)

Nite all! Ngantuk tu dha maxxxx

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..best friends?

Tadi pelajaran bimbingan konseling.
Tentang pertemanan.
Gw disuruh gambar.
Disuruh 2 gambar.

Gambar pertama :
Pertemanan yang diinginkan.
Gw gambar.
3 orang botak.
Tiga-tiganya lagi ketawa ngakak.

Gambar kedua :
Pertemanan yang terjadi saat ini.
Gw gambar.
3 orang botak.
Yang 2 lagi ngakak, yang satu lg bermuram durja.

Real life, sometimes shit happens

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