JULY 26th

MONDAY, JULY 26th 2010

It was monday and it was 26.

It was our lovely 3rd monthlyversary.I received a bracelet. A hand-made bracelet.
He's so not that type who would do this kind of thing for anyone. And fortunately I'm not just anyone. Thanks to you.

Hai Skulizm

Sekolah hari ini ruame buanget! Lebay sih... Cuma emang lebih rame dari biasanya karena pulang sekolah ternyata ada acara Hai Skulizm di sekolah gw (SMAN 21). Ada The Trees And The Wild sebagai performer di acara itu (sadly, gw cuma bisa nonton satu lagu karena udah dijemput nyokap hix). Ada Raditya Dika juga sebagai bintang tamu (belom sempet ketemu doi juga, sadly). Ada booth Nokia juga yang bisa ngasih tau seberapa eksis sih elo? Rame!

Nah Hai juga ngadain lomba per kelas yang mengharuskan kita ngisi blog post setiap harinya. Yang paling rame dapet hadiah 1 juta rupiah. And... The winner goes to... XII IPA 2! Tak lain dan tak bukan... Kelas gw sendiri! Yippe! Gak sia-sia foto sekelas abis pulang sekolah. Lumayan jadi model 25rb! (Ceritanya 1 juta dibagi 40 anak). Ya walaupun uangnya gak dibagiin juga sih tapi dialihkan jadi dana buat buka puasa bersama sekelas.

Sejauh ini sekolah cukup menyenangkan. Being a 12 grader is a hard work and the result must be worth it.

Sent from my BlackBerry®
powered by Sinyal Kuat INDOSAT

Me-Time

Move the page, close the book, open the new one.

Nothing special for today, just wanna share about what I did few days ago. It was Wednesday actually.

Skipped school. Woke up earlier to dropped my mom to Gambir. She was going to Cirebon at that time. Then went back home to catch some sleep until 1 PM. I was having a good sleep huh.

Then I woke up again, had nothing to do, so I decided to go for some movie, alone. Inception it was.

When I was having 'me-time', I thought about love. How that could be so unimaginably complicated. Based on the word, it just has four letters for God's sake, even fewer that the world complicated itself. How love could affect many things. And how love could be a reason of why I was losing my weight. And also how love could be the only reason why you and I are related.

Me-time was perfect. I have a thing from myself that I have to repair. It's broken enough to hurt someone else. Name it, ego.

A note for you: I skipped school was only to avoiding you. I need a distraction since the only thing I was thinking about is you.

Goodnight, love.

Sent from my BlackBerry®
powered by Sinyal Kuat INDOSAT

Quick update, super quick!

akhirnya sekolah lagi. setelah liburan sekian lama. hidup gak jelas sebulan, buang-buang uang, tidur makan nggak tepat waktu. super seneng bisa sekolah lagi. getting closer to college. saya sangat excited dengan dunia perkuliahan yang insyaallah akan dilanjutkan di negri lain (doakan saja).

i really need to find an extra course to practice about my english. i really need to get a good score for IELTS. gotta call TBI soon. catch ya later.

this is a super short update!

Will you marry me?

Menikah. Should I or shouldn't I?

Semua orang pasti pengen nikah. Ada sih beberapa yang mungkin gak pengen (including me), tapi pasti sebagian besar orang pengen nikah. To have someone for eternity. To raise children together. To live happily ever after. Once, I've posted about my dream wedding. Tapi sekarang? I changed my mind. Gw punya cita-cita baru. To live my life by myself without someone called 'husband'. Pengen jadi wanita karir, sukses kerjaan, pensiun muda, buka usaha, keliling dunia. Simpel. (Ya iyalah siapa juga yang gak mau el).

I know I'll change my mind after next one or two months, but this is me now, this is what I'm thinking.

Sebenernya gw bukan orang yang begitu independent even I always force myself to be like that. Gw deket sama seseorang secara instan gw bisa bergantung sama dia. I have a boyfriend now and I'm like counting on him every second (I wish I don't). Tapi gw berusaha banget untuk tidak begitu. I'm working on it. So, I decided not to marry anyone. To live my own life with my own rules, because Joey doesn't share food ; -)