Throw up

I'm sick. I'm totally sick.

Last night, I was coughing like hell and this flu gone worse. And when I was going out to get some pill and mineral water, I was throw up! :'( yuck

Oh God oh God, this is really bad.

Health, please comeback

By the way sir, if I'm in this condition, would you care just a little bit?

DIJUAL!

DIJUAL OLYMPUS SP560UZ

MASIH MULUS

BELOM PERNAH JATOH

GRATIS CHARGERAN BATERE AA, 4SLOT

HARGA RP3.500.000,-

BISA NEGO

My favorite bed

stolen from : www.weheartit.com

I want to sleep on it

Li-Lo

stolen from : www.weheartit.com

I love Lindsay Lohan, since I'm in elementary

You & me, oh so true

sleep tight, next to me

i can't cross without you, so please join me

like i'm home again with you

stolen from : www.weheartit.com

kiss me like you haven't kissed me for zillion times

Caring

I read this "Sorry I could never love you back. I could never care enough in these last days". I don't know what I'm thinking, but this is so match on you. I know you love me as much as I do, but, this really touches my heart. You do care to me, but honestly.................not enough. I want more. I'm sorry for asking too much. I just want to be with you all the time before you leave to Bandung or I leave to Netherlands. I want to spend more time with you. More and more and more. Wish you want the same.

Tas kanvas lukis

Gambar lain :

Princess

Ikan Pari (Stingray Fish)

Day out with Nadia

Finally I watched "Confession of a Shopaholic". This movie was good. But, I'm too lazy to review it. So, catch up later.

By the way, I saw many beautiful things when I'm at Pondok Indah Mall. I want them :'(

Sincerely,

Ellya

Tas kanvas lukis

Gambar2 tas selanjutnya.

Yang bawah itu buat diri gue sendiri jadi acak2an. Haha males

More than I love myself

I love you. More than I can say in words, more than I could ever understand. More than all the stars in the night sky, more than all the clouds that adorn heaven. More than every single person that exists, or has existed, on this planet. More than the trillions of cells that make up every human body. More than all of the questions that have ever been asked, and much more than all of the answers that were ever given. More than doubt, more than uncertainty. More than you could ever know, more than you are willing to understand. More than every glance you have ever given me, more than every stare I have given you. More than all of the hairs on every head, more than all of the pages in every book. More than every second in every minute, in every day, in every week, in every month, in every year. More than infinity, more than time itself. More than my heart can contain, more than my mind is able to hold back. More than every laugh that has ever left a person’s lips, more than every smile that has ever found its place on a person’s face. More than every inch of land, more than every gallon of water that is on this earth. More than every house or building that has ever been built. More than all the dreams and nightmares that everyone has ever had. More than all of the lines and every picture that has ever been drawn with those lines, whether straight or curved. More than all of the tears that have ever left my eyes. More than all of the text messages that I have ever sent or received, and more than all of the phone calls I have ever dialed or received. More than the internet itself. More than all of the years that this planet has existed for. More than all of the dinosaurs that you can possibly think of. More than any other girl has ever loved you. More than I love That 70s Show, more than I love listening to music, more than I love taking pictures, more than I love writing. More than I love going to concerts and seeing my favorite bands live. More than, more than.

And lastly, I love you more than I love myself.

from http://hearttosoul.tumblr.com/

This exactly what I feel for you, Al. Wish you could understand me a little bit.

Sincerely,

Ellya

Saya sayang dia

I'm afraid of losing you

Grey's Anatomy Quote

GEORGE: [narrating] "Karma. One way or another it will leave us to face ourselves. We can look our karma in the eye or we can wait for it to sneak up from behind. But karma will always find us. The truth is, as surgeons, we have more chances than most to set the balance in our favor. Yet no matter how hard we try we can't escape our karma. It follows us home. I guess we can't really complain about our karma. It's not an affair. It's not unexpected. It just... evens the score. And even when we're about to do something that we know will tempt karma to bite us in the ass... well, it goes without saying. We do it anyway."

From Grey's Anatomy

Episode: What Have I Done To Deserve This?

Sincerely,

Ellya

My life? Hmmf, boring

What I feel now is boring. I don't know, what's wrong with my life. I don't think I live in it.

I have to find something that makes me excited.

But what thing?

Do you have any suggestion?

Sincerely,

Ellya

I don't think...

"I don't think he misses me like the way I miss him"

"I don't think he loves me like the way I love him"

Some says that if you love someone, you can't expect that someone can love you as much as you love him/her.

Hell yeah, I think it's exactly true.

But..........

I just found out this

"And in the end the love you take is equal to the love you make"

I don't know which one is true

Sincerely,

Ellya

I'm wishing for something that I cant get

I don't think that my life is wonderful. I just think my life is different. Different from the common. But, I don't think that this is special. Different but feels same for me. I've been through some awkward things but I doesn't mean anything. I want a new life. I want my own life. I want a life with my own, I want to live a life with my own way. I want to have my own home, my own money, my own car, my own stuffs. I don't want to share. I want that I don't have anybody permission to do what I want to do. I just want to be free. I want to do what I want even I've done it the same for months. I don't want anybody after me. I want my own privacy. May I?

I don't want to belong of somebody. I want to have full rights of me. I don't want to care what people think about me. I don't want them to pay much attention on me. I think better I'm alone. I need friends, family, but I don't want them for 24 hours. I just want me, myself only. I want to go out everyday without anybody complaining. I want to go shop everyday without anybody buzzing. I want to grow up. I want to be a woman and have my own life.

I want to move out.

I want to go to college soon.

I want to go Netherlands soon.

It'd be better if now.

Sincerely,

Ellya

Another Hope

The lists :
1. Nikon D40. I want this, okay.
2. Lenovo IdeaPad S10. I think I need this. I don't have any notebook. So lame :(
3. New iPod. My first iPod was when I'm in eight grade. And it's iPod 1st generation and it's only support 1GB. I had it because I won it ;)
4. LG KS360. I like it, I'm not hoping to have it because I still love my P1i.
5. Webcam. Do I have to say more?
6. Headphone. I just want it, maybe I will buy this on this sunday. Probably.

There's so much wishlist that I've made, but there's none of them come true :(

Sincerely,
Ellya

Nick And Norah's Infinite Playlist

I love this movie. I can watch this hundred times if I want to and never get bored of it. This is so cool :)

PS : I adore Michael Cera now. He has the cutest smile

Sincerely,
Ellya

fro-yo

this is the only thing that came in my last dream
the taste of fro-yo is suppose to be strawberry. but green tea is fine.

by the way my school team for girl basketball was lost but we're gonna play again for the next game on wednesday. so please, pray for us. it means a lot!

don't you think that this is cute? and its support threaded sms!!!!!!!!!!! i really want to have one, if i can... huhuhu
pesen tas dong ke gue sebanyak 30 buah. biar gue bisa beli ini hp. huhuhu


Shortie - by icaaci on Polyvore.com

i'm searching for these things, buy me one

to : my dearest alwin muhaimin

this is what i feel to you, alwin...

sincerely,
ellya

java jazz festival 2009, friday

i watched java jazz last night with my friends (ellen, vania, sara). first, we watched JASON MRAZ! all hail to Jason Mraz. he was so stunning and gorgeous last night. his first song was "Make It Mine". and when he sang "I'm Yours" i said to my friends that this is an 'iklan' for uc1000. haha. i took some pictures with okky's dslr (okky is a sister of ellen). i met indi which is my elementary friend. she was lost from her friends, so she stayed with us until the Jason Mraz's show's end.

i also met marsha which i haven't seen her for years and finally we met there. she's so stunning and different. she grows very fast, she almost has the same height as mine. hehehehe. and then i met my friends from Global Prestasi School and also from SMAN 21.

after Jason Mraz's show, i watched afgan's show, then.... (lupa). intinya, i watched humania, dewa bujana, matt bianco, siapa lagi tau deh lupa hehe. im so exhausted yesterday but it's ok. i do like yesterday much.

pictures will be post soon. i have to ask the photos from ellen first! hehehe

untuk tambahan, GUE UDAH GAK EXCITED LAGI MAIN BASKET DI 21. jadi kayanya gue bakal jarang terlihat latihan deh hahaha. don't care...

sincerely,
ellya

tas lukis

ini adalah tas buatan gue, pesenan buat ella. first customer gitu ahhahaha. Rp80.000,-
ada yang berminat pesan? hahahaha

btw hari ini gue potong rambut lagi daaaaaaaaaaaaaaan sangat pendek. sekuping -_- huhu nangis dulu deh

sincerely,
ellya

pesan sepatu

gue pesen sepatuuuuuuuuuuuuu! hehe akhirnyaaaaa, lama sih jadinya. karena telat mesennya huhu. mesen di mbak bulan. flats gitu. 160rb + ongkir = 166rb. mari kita berdoa bulan april sudah dapat terlaksana gue bisa pake sepatu itu! yippe


sincerely,
ellya