Everything is not enough

L is Lencist. L stands for love.

Kesan pertama dari kelas ini pas awal masuk: Bodo amat masuk kelas mana yang penting cepet naik kelas cepet lulus toh.

Awal-awal masih seperti kelas 10, dateng sekolah paling cepet, pulang sekolah paling cepet. Ya sekolah cuma sebagai suatu kewajiban yang harus dijalani. Cuma buat ngabisin waktu yang ternyata nggak usah diabisin juga akan habis sendiri. Hal itu berlanjut sampe akhir-akhir semester 1. Mulai deh keluar asli-aslinya.

Semester 2: I can hardly describe the situation with words. It was way beyond great. I was having a really good time with them.

Bingung juga mau posting apa. I'm not good as a writer.

Moment paling berharga: Turboplast & Pagelaran.

Betapa niatnya para lelaki untuk latihan bola plastik di Tanah Mas demi menangin Turboplast. Jadi inget masa-masanya nonton futsal di AXC. Inget masa-masa kalah mulu kalo main di AXC tapi Alhamdulillah bisa jadi juara 2 di Turboplast 2010. Kangen pas hectic-hecticnya rapat dimana mana, nagihin uang pagelaran, latihan di SD-nya Sandra yang dapet makan gratis ayam bakar enak :) Rapat dirumah Pak Ketua Asto di Rockwell a.k.a. Kodam Sumur Batu. Ngerekam video dimana mana. Ngerasain angkat-angkat drum, ampli, dll untuk keperluan pagelaran. Bahkan Yaris gw ngerasain ngebawa drum :) Inget waktu sujud syukur di lapangan gara-gara Lencist masuk final. Masa-masanya di kelas ketawa-ketawa doang nggak pernah belajar di barisan belakang.

Kangennya... Maksimal banget.

The truth is. Time is running fast. And it won't turn back.

And our moments, won't come again.

The laughs, will never be the same.

Even the tears, won't be like they used to.

Niatnya mau nulis panjang-panjang tapi gak kuat kayaknya. The feeling already take the control of me, I should turn this laptop off and go to sleep, feel our togetherness again in my sweet dream. I miss us.

Thanks for accepting me as your friend, thanks for letting me in, thanks for all the lesson that you taught me, thanks for everything, even everything is not enough.

Kesan terakhir dari kelas ini: Semoga kelas 12 kita sekelas lagi. You've made a serious mark on my heart, a lovely one :3

Bersatu kita teguh, bercerai kita runtuh.

Take me. Take me wherever but here.

Take me. Take me wherever but here.
Home for me now is just a place to sleep and to sorry-ing my self. Seeing that now I'm such a loser who doesn't have any thing to be proud of. Got nothing special to do. Feeling this laziness level to the maximum point. I even lazy just for take some food even I was hungry to death. Yes, that's how bad I am.

But outside home, I feel a huge amount of fun around my friends. Junior high school friends? I love to spend time talking about how our life was, and how our life will be. Senior high school friends? I love to spend time laughing about a guy, and making funny of him, he's such a laugh maker. Today, I just got home from Snow Bay, playing water with my senior high school friends, and it was such a great time. I'd kill myself if I don't have a chance to go with them.

I wish I'd be forever with them. I laughed, I screamed until I hurt my throat and now I'm talking like a witch. Such a pity effect but so what? I want to laugh and scream until I have no voice left. I love them, they're my laugh maker. And I don't have them inside my house. So, truth to be told I hate to staying at home without them.

Enough for today,
Gotta catch some sleep.

My march wish:
Going out with my friends everyday.
Playing with my friends everyday.
Do anything with my friends.
Na'ah whatever.

Btw, I just got my SLR Camera.
It's Nikon D3000 and my mom bought me another lense, it's Tamron AF 70-300.
Thank's Mom.
Thank's God.

(the photo above was taken by Muhammad Naufal Muflih, a friend of mine)

..ELLEN'S BDAY

We made "Happy Bday" with candles, and Ellen blew them all ;)
Happy Birthday, love
Happy 16!
Hope you get a jave from your Pa

June 18th

..you'll be in my heart

It was great to spend a year with you
Though there're tears and anger
But still, there're laugh and joy

It's started with no one I know
Grow with some peeps I like

And end with everyone I love

Sorry that maybe I can't be fun everyday
Sorry for my anger sometimes
Sorry that sometimes I seems to not care

But you're all just like tatoo
Which I can keep forever
Even just a little one

I can't ever forget
Everyday we passed
It was great

Love you X6
good luck for exam week!

Frans Aditya Triestanto

4 years been friends. I call it best friends.
Share smiles, tears, stories, laughs, hugs, etc.
I love you, F.
You are my diamond.
You're my best friend for life.
Wherever we are now, we're connected.

Frans is a good boy
He is kind
Clever, funny, handsome

I know that we're meant to be
You and I, together forever
Best friends for life

Sincerely,
Ellya