who are you

i'm feeling enough. now you don't know me at all. who are you? you're not the man who stands beside me for this one year backward. you're just different. you both have the same face, same scent, same body, same voice, but different attitude. you used to act so kind to me. you used to have many surprises for me. but it was so long ago. comparing to the new you. now you're too busy to find a way to leave me. to ignore me. geez, just leave me if you don't want me. i want to make this as simple as that.

you make your life and also mine harder ya know?

sincerely,
ellya

trying to out from my box

thrifted animal print shirt, pvc leggings, wedges from calliope, esia huawei :p

sincerely,
ellya

i'm the new queen

thrifted jeans vest, thrifted purple dress

thrifted jeans vest, dark blue jeans from lee cooper, white shirt, bangles from f21, bali, jojga

thrifted silver satin blouse, light blue jeans
(thank God i got this blouse mumumumumumu)

sincerely,
ellya

mon cherrie

talk about a man that i love so much, i want you to know his name is Alwin Muhaimin. we've been on this relationship since one year and one month and one week and one day (absolutely). don't know why these past 6 months we always argue things that we shouldn't argue. yeah, i'm getting more sensitive and he's getting more insensitive. and also he's getting busy with his college stuff. this year he will graduate from high school. and after that he will move to bandung (stt telkom or itb) or stay at jakarta (ui) or move to surabaya (its). please don't go to surabaya, it will make us harder to gather. huhuhu. ke bandung aja udah pasti bakalan susah, apalagi ke surabaya. geez -___-

i know i'm asking too much to him. i ask for his attention too much. i know he's busy right now and all i do just disturbing him. sorry... i'm deeply sorry.

now, i'm missing him :''''''(
good luck for your college stuff ya win. i always pray for you :)

sincerely,
ellya

brown tiger and gold racoon

You are Brown Tiger, who get in touch with others with calm attitude.

You are both pure and friendly, and have the atmosphere of motherly tenderness.

Your character seem flexible and gentle, but you are actually someone who has their own opinion, and do not like to lose.

You are not scared of things.

You can steadily lead life to accomplish your goal.

You have the big sister sort of character.

People around you may push you to become their leader, but your sense of organizing people and action is not that strong.

You are confident, and can put to action with perseverance and guts.

You are dedicated to many things.

You can carry out things calmly and steadily at your own pace.

You don't worry about things so much, and possess the talent to combine many factors together to create a new thing.

You are well balanced person.

Nevertheless, you possess feminine atmosphere and are dependent person.

You lack self-support, and therefore you will be good at working in the back-ground.

Men are attracted to your mysterious atmosphere, but you tend to be very careful, and not fall in love too easily.

You are weak on favors, and can not turn them down.

Once married, you will stay at home and be obsessed with children's education.


at last sentence, i will obsessed with my children's education???? actually, i don't like children that much. especially for those children who really disturbing me. i just like children from my family. except them, i don't like too much. so, in this case i just love Kevin and Fahri.

but by the way, this is really interesting. it knows me well. maybe not all of them right. yeah, the last sentence is a very big question for me. hahahaha. but most of them are right. i wanna check out about Alwin :3


You are Gold Raccoon, who is modest, and your rather round appearance makes you look gentle and kind.

You will not show aggressiveness toward others, but instead you tend to take a passive attitude.

Nevertheless, you are full of fighting spirit inside, and will put in great effort to whatever you do.

You think highly of courtesy, honesty, diligence, and perseverance, so people around you appreciates you.

You can not leave those people who is in need of help, and therefore, you would go abroad to dig a well, or go to place of disaster as a volunteer.

You are a person of quick action.

You can make quick decisions, and are able to act fast.

You can handle perfectly those works that require speed and efficiency.

For you, social recognition and praise is not the end goal.

You think work like your hobby, and something that you enjoy doing.

You tend to come up with innovative ideas.

You have strong mentality, and will not get turned down so easily by failures and damages.

Even if you fail, your recovery is quick.


Alwin, go check my blog and check if its match to you or not hihi

thrifted market

went to thrifted market with marisa. i bought 8 second hand items. 1 skirt, 3 dresses, 2 vests (which one is for ella), and 2 shirts. my best invention today is a white shirt. coming soon, the photos :)

tights

Tights - by icaaci on Polyvore.com

don't know why i obsess with these things, especially for the white one

lady gaga

i'm currently liking her











why she must be too hot? (i don't really like 'a hot' girl)

by the way, today is me and alwin 13rd month anniversary. I LOVE YOU, AL. you know you'll always be mine and i'm yours

febbi's birthday

yesterday was febbi's birthday. she made her birthday party by treated us at hanamasa, pondok indah mall. ermm, i don't know what to say but what i wore for yesterday are...


my face :( urgh



sincerely,
ellya

7 things

cassey inspires me to make a different version about things that guys should know about girls. she said it's very interesting so i want to try to make it in my version.

1. we can't stand hearing your dirty words
2. surprise us! even it's just a little one. cause' we love surprises
3. stay with us on the phone until we ask to stop
4. no matter how good she is, your ex-girlfriend is a loser
5. don't ask about our feeling, just find out
6. come to us when we sick
7. don't you ever compare us to another girl

i don't know another. i think this enough for me and i wish he knows
"7 things that guys should know about girls"

or may i say "7 things that alwin should know about ellya"

sincerely,
ellya

new life

i did a very big mistake......................... i just deleted my old blog which i had for A YEAR! i wrote about 140 posts and most of them are about my dearly beloved alwin muhaimin. oh God, i cried for my stupidity. i'm soooo stupid. why? i just want to delete my other blog (yea, i have so many blogs) but i missed click. so, i deleted my "Ellya Nuraisyah" one. oh noooo, i love my old blog. love it so much. SO MUCH :''''''(
now, i'm starting a new life (new blog i mean)

sincerely,
ellya